Tuesday, July 20, 2010
I am kind of neurotic now
Nighttime was easy, the sweetness of sleep :)
I am going to pick raspberries.
I am scared to go away from the house.
Before i was a smoker, as soon i would get home, i would take a dive for the fridge. Even if i just ate. When i smoked, as soon as i got home i would....indeed, i do not want to say it anymore.
Do you have behavior like that?
By the way, it did not effect my weight at all, when i changed. I don't think i will gain now, when i start diving for the fridge more. Weight is not my issue, i am very blessed that way, I have been 68 kilos for almost 20 years.
Thanks thanks thanks for hanging in there with me!