Sunday, October 18, 2009
I keep thinking about Darryl.
I don't know his family or friends well enough to contact them on how he is doing.
So i checked the Internet again. And found the circumpolar blog from a man named George.
But somehow it was very hard for me to leave him a comment, or after probably confusing my computer, to even get back the post George left about Darryl.
You know me, i sometimes do end up, where i feel totally inadequate working the computer.
Thinking of Darryl, my struggle here very insignificant to his.
And to Darryl i say: Miracles happen!!! You know that, right?
I did see Darryl before, i realize after reading George's blog. He is this great kid!
I have seen him snowboarding. (his accident was with the snowmobile).
Talking guilt. I just said to someone, i am not much into that, erroneously so.
Like now i realize, when bad things happen to people, i go back at what i could have done different. Which i realize is totally useless, i guess. But i just want to say it here.
Darryl could have smiled at me, that day i talk about in my last post, because he recognized me. If, if i only had recognized him too, things would have been different.
And that is true, right? In a way. How? See, i can't figure it out.
Right now my thoughts are spinning. And i know the answer is simple. What at the end is this life all about?????