Okay, what was i going to write; the trees free of their load they sprang back to their old form effortlessly no more arrows pointing to stars in the sky no more bending backwards becoming one with earth just some snowballs hanging on for dear life Oh, i restarted my computer and everything was back to normal, everything still there. Just an exercise in accepting the Nothingness of my existence, i suppose. (see last post) You know i did feel kind of a slight panic, what if... There was also a sense of freedom in it. Starting with a clean sheet. oh well.