Friday, October 9, 2009

no snow


When you read this in Whitehorse. Note, this picture was taken yesterday morning. it only snowed here, considerably, that night. All sound surrounding me yesterday, was that of dripping, melting snow. (and the ravens and magpies crackling)
There is NO SNOW here now.
Oh i wish... i had a layer of snow, because last night the deer found my garden, nibbled some rosehips and ate half of my winter supply of kale. Now they know where it is the snow won't help, they will come again and dig for it if they need to.
Now what i can do is; harvest it all and put it in the fridge/freezer (what is best?)
Or just leave it, because i love the visitors. I might as well feed them, being a good host and such.

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

Snow

I got this note from Hetty once, today I picked it up out of a basket on the porch. I don’t know who wrote it, it is titled;
Refresh Your Resolution. Smile at Your Destiny.
“Rumi said, ours is not a caravan of despair. Trust his words. Believe him. Ours is not a caravan of despair. How could it be? We have entered the moonlit year, and it holds eternal spring. Remember, it’s so new. It’s so bright. It’s so transparent. It’s so tender, so caring, so mysterious. It’s delightful and promising. It sparkles meaningful to you. You maybe embarrassed about some of them, even if you never tell a soul. Therefore, it is very important to look at each resolution through the eye of the heart. Ask yourself, how does it go down? How does it sit inside? What is that deep feeling? Is it putting you at ease? Or is it creating havoc? Look at it from the eye of the heart. It will tell you the truth, yes the heart tells the truth.”


At around 1PM the sun came out. Even if I wish I couldn’t be contained in the house.
In a dress, stockings and a light sweater I set off towards my mountain. I drink lots of water before I go and only take my camera. These days I feel burdened by even a light pack.
The world is sparkling today, what did I say yesterday? Anyway then, I did not know what diamonds looked like. It all smells lemony and of decay, mmmmm.
I walk North, up hill my back to the Mountains in the South. Elfin Creek is full and flowing among golden brown leaves, red high-bush cranberries. I have another drink out of a black pool, brown leaves at the bottom.
The path through the swamp is springy mossy and grass puddles. On the path into the drumlins, it does start drizzling and I sit for a while under a big spruce.
Then I turn around, and see;
The sparkling lake, the dark forest a sky full of wild clouds and the solid white mountain tops.
It rained in Mendenhall yesterday, some wet snow, but apparently Whitehorse beat us to it; lots of snow.
Now I see my mountain that I am walking up, it is speckled with snow.
Ahhhhh beautiful.
I walk through the little dip before the foot of the mountain, carefully not to rub to many spruce branches they are full of water, which I lick from their tips.
Climbing up the rocks. In the bottom they are dry and sunny. Soon I come upon little rivelets among the boulders and over the bedrock. The moss brightened up in places that regularly get the run-off.
I have to watch my step going up the slabs of bedrock, it’s slippy on the wet , and soon turns even icy. In between the rock, the saxifrage and grass is covered in snow.On the top of the North side there is snow on the rocks. I sit and enjoy, the sky is constantly changing, clouds in the bright blue . A rain shower in the South East. And when a big gray one with a golden lining covers the sun I go down.
Soon walking into the sunlight again walking on a path of diamonds.

Monday, October 5, 2009

Brown

Brown

autumn in the bush
i step outside
a world of browns
on this rainy day
i forgot about brown
brown is a color to, you know
maybe i am a growing up?
no young child knows brown
at first
first they’ll know
sky, strawberries and the sun,
pink and purple, orange
even black and white
I like bright colors
I like it white or black
happy, mad or sad
is everything
telling me; grow up
live this life of in between
do I really have to know?
love mixed with hope of healing
this color brown
yet
it doesn’t really bring me down
it just
well
it’s brown

and it brightens after i've been crying


Brown

it’s raining diamonds
here today
are you in with me
can you also see
everything so sparkling wet
do you see that kiss
stolen from red lips
do you see
that sun ray reaching
two lovers on a yellow beach
do you see them
swimming nude
clear sky, water blue
come with me
and tell me
peachy secrets
around a blazing fire
ahhhh now I see
I see you and me

Sunday, October 4, 2009

Porcupine



He was in front of us on the path, He or she seeing us first, scuffling of in the woods. I followed it a bit, sorry, i chased it up the tree.

Jane Jacobs and I walked all the way to the 911-pond. It was... oh a very enjoyable walk, but the world is kind of drab, cloudy and all fall colors fading.
This year there seem to be lots of black fall leaves. What does that mean?
I mean scientifically, but we wonder also what is that saying about us?

In the way Steven D. Farmer and Ted Andrews talk about animals.

Steven D. Farmer says about the porcupine:
"See the world through the eyes of a child, trusting your inner mother and father to be there whenever you need them."
to be continued

Saturday, October 3, 2009

Harvest Moon


It is a full moon tonight. To be exact, here in the Yukon it will be full in a half hour or so, just after 11PM. (we are Pacific Daylight Time, i think.)
I would like to wait for a better picture, but by now the sky is totally cast over.
I also would like to write a nice poem about the moon. But i am just glad to sit down peacefully by now.
I did had a very nice time at a bonfire at the neighbours, but when i got home and tried to make a photo of the moon shifting in and out of sight. I had to figure out, again, how i change the exposure time on my camera (finally: put setting on TV and with the arrow pad change the exposure time, i think i did 1.5 sec. for this shot).

Then I can't find a calender in the whole house, when i find one, it doesn't say an exact time anyway. Ah i did find that on the Internet, eventually.
Then my husband comes home, very nice, with a special cookie; Lotus Seed w/2 yolks.
I am not going to find out what it means, maybe you know, but apparently it has to do with this moon.
But then he tells me i had let the water tank run dry. Oops. "well, why is that my responsibility!?" Oh, i am home all day, and my men they work 10 hour days.
Luckily there is water in the outside tank, and while i transfer it to the inside one, i still fuss about my own calender i can't find. It's OK.
Because now i will have my cookie,
Goodnight!
Have a magical one!

Friday, October 2, 2009

Snow

It is snowing lightly.
And as the day is breaking,
objects, bushes, grass and dead leaves on the ground
are dusted in white.
The snow melting on rocks and gravel ground.
I can't help it; I LOVE WINTER.
The month of October, i will see it come and go,
like a drumbeat
or the ripples on the Lake
Till it's here to stay.

Thursday, October 1, 2009

Surf Scoters

It rained last night and as i step outside there is a light drizzle, I first bring in the half dry laundry. (who out there doesn't have a dryer? Dryers guzzle up energy you know:) Now my laundry is laying here on the couch half wet. And this moment the sun is shining. Here in the Yukon, never bring in laundry when it rains! that costs a lot of energy, because now i have to hang it up again, and it probably would have been dry by now, if i had left it outside.
Hey, but i wasn't going to talk laundry. I went to check the state of the ice :) in my rubber boots this time, i thought i might need them.(i did get a wet foot, breaking through the ice, tuesday) I find little left of the ice, but i see two birds, on my moose skull lake which has been practically deserted all summer.
A pair of Surf Scoters.

I walk all around the lake, through the wetland
I thought i might like to paint something like this, in my own colorful way. Alexander says all my paintings look the same. I guess they do. Hey, i am still working on my skills and developing some latent talent, but i do like to tell you, that i have an exposition in the Victoria Faulkner women's centre (only for woman). Alexander doesn't want to look or talk about the other paintings i do, a series i call; my own skin. So i figured it is maybe only suited for women. No i am just kidding, the women's centre was just looking for some art to brighten up the place and of course to help us women. It's a wonderful place by the way.

To get back to my walk, i found this interesting fungus on a willow bush.
If you are familiar with it, please let me know what it is. Thanks

It was lovely out there by the way, you know me. Although i do love ice (it must be something Dutch, as you two from Holland responded to my ice post, Thanks!!!)
but rain or shine, i love it all.