Tuesday, March 19, 2013
let's look at the sky
I woke up empty this morning, Don cuddled up and gave me a good rub, i searched for my majestic powers and thinking about Truth, i started laughing.
I arrived at a spot where i had been before; As soon as trying to describe 'what is true for me' it crumbles.
I like the idea that it doesn't want to be captured in words. That is somewhere beyond what can be explained. i suppose that is true for me.
I liked how Master Fwap explained karma and free will, As in Christianity i found there is a similar dilemma When all is God's will, where do i come in?
So i like to describe it this way...tada!
All i have is this moment, and only in this place at this time. As soon as i move all has changed.
Somehow there is always me coming with me, never anyone else, my awareness always me.
Because i am so connected to myself weather i want it or not, i do believe i create every next moment.
Now as not letting it all go to my head. Seeing, sensing in many ways, that there is an 'outside' of me too,
It/we must be all made of the same stuff, all with its/our own personal awareness.
I Do Not Know,
how i came to be. And all explanations in that direction to me are futile. As there is no way to prove any of it.
What i do know is that i have a certain control over my next moment what the outcome will be. In the logical sense. Like if i type this and post it, it will be momentarily typed and posted. Which is also based on very many past moments, at one point i learned to speak, then write, type, use a computer.
And who dropped out of the sky? it is Don and he is making lunch, so the typing of this post will be delayed a bit, because i choose to eat a bit too.
Now all that is common sense, i think...
From experience i have reason to believe, that not only my action have influence on the next moment.
( i know i keep talking about the next moment, well this one is already spoken for, it is what it is, even if i might think about it differently later)
I found that what i think has an influence on what i experience.
hey, see you tomorrow, i will have lunch now