on the edge

sheeptrail

I have choices, i realize this moment.

My life often so simple, seems too complicated.

No therapist nor therapy has yet freed from

the reoccurring feeling, that life is too difficult for me.

Oh yes what epiphany too realize here now 

that it is so difficult because i have choices

that's very bittersweet

that's irony

I know that maybe many people, do live on the edge.

I feel now that it is so easy to let oneself slip,

to think it is all going to be okay,

somehow, miraculously.

Wistful think is what that's called.

In one therapy i learned; realistic thinking.

Well the reality is, i am going down the hole.....

Please bear with me