the stage is set

I cut a tree today

by hand

My husband cut a tree today

22 inches diameter

the rings suggest 100 years old

I need clarity

the view is getting obscured

His tree deep in our forest  

I didn't even know it existed

so big and i didn't know

 I am sure it opened up something in someones heart

I couldn't see it 

That was not his intention anyway

I went for a walk that evening

A friend and i we walk

she in a city far away

I here

I always lacked will-power

we  support each other

An evening stroll for me

in my slippers

slippers in snow

because boots are too much work

they are for the morning

when i know how to live

She for her reasons

  successful today

45 minutes

My walk much shorter

It was quiet

totally quiet and no movement

Walking onto a stage

The colors where just right

They did dim the lights

and the colors of the ceiling changed

The only way i knew my life was real

 was by the cool air on my cheeks

No kisses tonight

And that tree i cut

much smaller as his

it was hard, the sap maybe running

the saw blade kept getting stuck