protectors

this one to the east

in every direction i have someone watching over me

quietly, strong, unfaltering

words are only words

whatever i write here

is black and white

engraved

I am gloriously happy

just not quite

Can one life in a state of constant bliss

i remember i remember, for a week i was there once

for years i lived in bliss

now i try to catch moments, that are not totally there

but it's just, i am maybe too aware

that life is what it is

yet my guards watch over me unfailingly

Yes my dear dear friend, who triggered this

i can imagine a life where everything is good

because i have this one and single thing

I as materialistic as anyone can be

when i would lay in the arms of a true love

that truly is my truelove

and i am his

Oh my how blessed are people who have found that

that's just not me

not yet

and maybe never

I smile in every wind direction

i know i live like that