why???

why does the snow shines like ice

sheets of silver in the sunwhy after riding endlessly over familiar fields

along mountians that i know so well

clouds always moving

and the wind, i love the wind

why do i end up in this gorge i have never been before

why why why do i still cry

i know my morning was too stressful for me

i know for a year now i have been trying to find post-secondary education for alexander

and all i hear is;

mom i don't know

i do know

i am surrounded by beauty

and that

i do have a son

who is smart enough to be anything he wants to be

and i do know you love me