When i woke up this morning i remembered two dreams. I want to write them down, because i felt they were of a certain significance. And yesterday i was talking about dreams over the Internet with a special friend of mine, a shaman in French, Phoebe.
the one before waking up:
The dream was extremely vivid. I lived in this cabin with a group of loving friends, in front of the house there was a pond with swans. The swans were very large. The cabin was put togeher like some cabins here in the Yukon, put together with whatever comes along in different stages.
In some dreams i am in places that i have dreamed about before, this place was new. But in the the dream i had lived there for a long time, we talked and laughed about the long time ago fact , that this lovely place had actually come together from 23 dollars we had borrowed.
The dream was different in a way, because as the dreamer i was new to this place, but the person i was dreaming to be, which was also me, i knew the place. So there were all sorts of surprises, like finding old treasures one had forgotten about and things like, that i couldn't find things, that when i did find them, i knew that they had always been there, like where the spare key hangs.
the one before that:
I was climbing a mountain. I was with my brothers and sisters. The path was well worn, and only at the top it became very steep and dangerous. One of us even slipped, but he was able to stop his fall.
We had looked at this mountain from down below very often and knew it's look very well.
Now being on top i never looked at the view below.
We climbed down from the steep top and right underneath we came into a beautiful cave like place, there was different coloured rocks to sit on and the walls and roof where consisting of small dense willow like trees (i would love to draw this place).
When i realized having had this dream i had a thought that maybe erroneously i had always valued the view from the top down more then the view from below looking up at the mountain.
So what i ask you, is what do you value more, looking at a mountain or looking down from a mountain?
Sunday, October 28, 2012
Tuesday, October 23, 2012
fling
i want to sit there and being flung in head spins watching crystals grow
my bare feet frozen in the ice that formed on the surface of the stream
what good is meditation when wild emotion dissipate
how much better is sex, or dance
my body convulsing, because my mind can't handle it
never again will i sit still again, all warm and cozy
never serene
to live i have to scream
elevated as vapour
only when deeply cold i will turn crystal
so brittle
yes, i am in love
Sunday, October 14, 2012
apparently
the bears are still out.
going for a walk we saw this fresh large foot print at the mendenhall meadows today.
going for a walk we saw this fresh large foot print at the mendenhall meadows today.
Saturday, October 13, 2012
ice roses
when the roses are frozen and life is just what it is
some people say it is not about happiness
not about being on top
imagine the pink and soft petals, the fragrance
no matter what, but i know THAT is the true me
some people say it is not about happiness
not about being on top
imagine the pink and soft petals, the fragrance
no matter what, but i know THAT is the true me
Thursday, October 11, 2012
I don't see geese very often around here.
In the summer months i can often find swans when i try.
Only with some luck i get to see them fairly close. and they are very good in front of the camera.
Now ravens i probably see every day, but for me it is hard to get a good photo of them.
Ahhh let me know life is not black or white. Life is a geese, but i love my swans and ravens so much more.
Saturday, September 29, 2012
powerlines
I get these dreams once in a while.
dreams where i find myself flying.
It used to be, because i found my self flying, the dream became lucid, where i knew i was dreaming.
Last night i didn't really became lucid, i just became aware i was flying,
like; oh i am flying.
I was in the dream actually following someone, i was in the army, i was following my father who was in the same regiment as i was, there was no enemy.
I felt i couldn't keep up to him. so i decided to fly, to be faster
that's were i became aware.
But as i tried to fly ahead, i was pulled back.
In my previous flying dreams i am often confronted with powerlines, and am scared to fly into them.
Last night as i was thinking: my fellow army can see me flying, they probably wonder how i can suddenly fly.
it's then i got too close to the electrical wires.
And never before in my dreams
this time i did fly into them
they felt soft
nothing else,
but now i got scared to land, i was afraid that i would feel the electrical shock when i would land.
I never did feel a shock upon landing, but that's when i lost awareness of my dream
Now a strange thing happened to me yesterday in real life. A friend i had some issues with, which i thought we had worked through, informed me that he doesn't want to spend time with me anymore....
And as i go on with my program ( lots of homework ) and chip away at a bison hide ( we got a bison and i am working the hide), the birds are helping me while i type here,
i do wonder.....
where it all ties in
the dream was neither negative nor positive
so was the incident with my friend
dreams where i find myself flying.
It used to be, because i found my self flying, the dream became lucid, where i knew i was dreaming.
Last night i didn't really became lucid, i just became aware i was flying,
like; oh i am flying.
I was in the dream actually following someone, i was in the army, i was following my father who was in the same regiment as i was, there was no enemy.
I felt i couldn't keep up to him. so i decided to fly, to be faster
that's were i became aware.
But as i tried to fly ahead, i was pulled back.
In my previous flying dreams i am often confronted with powerlines, and am scared to fly into them.
Last night as i was thinking: my fellow army can see me flying, they probably wonder how i can suddenly fly.
it's then i got too close to the electrical wires.
And never before in my dreams
this time i did fly into them
they felt soft
nothing else,
but now i got scared to land, i was afraid that i would feel the electrical shock when i would land.
I never did feel a shock upon landing, but that's when i lost awareness of my dream
Now a strange thing happened to me yesterday in real life. A friend i had some issues with, which i thought we had worked through, informed me that he doesn't want to spend time with me anymore....
And as i go on with my program ( lots of homework ) and chip away at a bison hide ( we got a bison and i am working the hide), the birds are helping me while i type here,
i do wonder.....
where it all ties in
the dream was neither negative nor positive
so was the incident with my friend
Friday, September 21, 2012
butterfly days
a Comma and a Mourning Cloak
and i think i saw a Sulphur too
but it could have been
a yellow leave
slowly swirling down
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