tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4637577035521955477.post8993637112902010490..comments2024-03-15T09:27:43.093-07:00Comments on keeper of wild places: friendshipjozienhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10212900310477832041noreply@blogger.comBlogger4125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4637577035521955477.post-11468718471121886662010-02-19T17:24:18.494-08:002010-02-19T17:24:18.494-08:00THANK YOU GIRLS!!! you are all so wonderful. thank...THANK YOU GIRLS!!! you are all so wonderful. thanks for your wise words, i am reading them over and over.....jozienhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10212900310477832041noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4637577035521955477.post-73309071098008932872010-02-19T14:49:28.670-08:002010-02-19T14:49:28.670-08:00Sometimes shattering is something to be savored, I...Sometimes shattering is something to be savored, I have felt that way sometimes at least. Yearning is beautiful in its own way, and Bittersweet is lovely even when it is sad. And living for the moment is so hard to really DO... even if it is the right idea...Suehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16294962658680385662noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4637577035521955477.post-62014754846895117832010-02-19T14:14:23.097-08:002010-02-19T14:14:23.097-08:00Jozien Jozien Jozien... Fair Jozien.
I think the...Jozien Jozien Jozien... Fair Jozien. <br /><br />I think the word shattered can almost be the right word... But you are so whole too...<br /><br />I feel this sometimes -- shattered and whole at the same time -- like a mirror still in a frame -- broken but held together... and maybe all the pieces reflecting slight differences...<br /><br />Oh that darn love! And more love. And the right type of love! And the love that matches our own love!<br /><br />And the moment Now. Where you can live. You are fine, right now. Christopher held me in a lot of now moments when I could not see how to make it to the next moment...<br /><br />But I have a but too... where the past and the future collide with now and all that I have been and all that I will be seem to clamering for attention...<br /><br />Maybe that is what Now is anyway -- the accumulation and acceptance of time in its cycle...<br /><br />I don't know. I know very little. I am just going for the ride, I have decided. I wish you lived closer so we could go for the ride together....<br /><br />And bliss from within... well, I find that sometimes -- very often when I sit here and read your blog -- I find something more within myself ... <br /><br />blessed blessed you, Jozien, my friend...L.https://www.blogger.com/profile/03946598641243828688noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4637577035521955477.post-2498573334684533152010-02-19T13:19:22.301-08:002010-02-19T13:19:22.301-08:00Remove the "but..." after saying " ...Remove the "but..." after saying " I am all for living in the moment". At least that is how I have to be in my life. It sounds like you were looking to someone outside yourself to make you happy. Maybe you didn't truly mean "it shattered me". Maybe you were simply somewhat hurt. Getting some hurt feelings along the way is one way to gauge how healthy you are. Do you give other the power to hurt you deeply? Anyway, we all have to figure out how to deal with our own version of disappointments. I am sorry you aren't as happy as you want to be. I hope that you begin to feel better as each day goes by and build up strength in reality and not in hope. This is hard for other people to give any advice. Like I said, each person has to deal with their own stuff and no matter how much other people care, you still have to take care of yourself. That was one of the biggest lessons in my life. Smile. Take care of yourself.CiCihttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08615265608675467505noreply@blogger.com